YEEEEEEEEHHHHAAAAAAAAAAA!!

Yes yes yes yes yes!! I went for my weigh in last night and I lost SIX POUNDS in week four. YES YES YES!! I really, genuinely thought I had lost less this week - it's been my TOTM and on most days I've drank no more than a litre of water (INCLUDING my foodpacks)... but something happened and another six pounds gone! I am on such a high!! All I can think is that it is down to the bits of exercise I did over the weekend... firstly, scrubbing my steps up to my front door - which ended up a bit of a mammouth task... and washing my car. Both got me knackered, but feel good for it now - and am feeling muscles I didn't know I had!!


My LLC also measured me... I've lost 1/2 inch off my boobs, an inch off my waist and a spectacular FOUR INCHES off my bum! YEY!! At least it is going where I want it to!!

In class last night we started looking at psychological hungers... really interesting.. but it was scary to realise quite how much time I spent in 'Withdrawal'... not socialising etc... pre-LL. I've actually tried to kick start my social life a bit since I started - only going to pubs and stuff - and it's making things so much more bearable... there is only so much time I can spend sat at home on my own, in the bath, or on the internet!!

I feel like I'm cheating a bit because I haven't been around food at all!! I haven't so much as been with someone that is eating - I haven't seen a plate of food or anything - quite an achievement in avoidance for four/five weeks really..... but I just don't think I'd be able to cope. Maybe next week I will try and confront food in some way or another, just to say 'I CAN DO IT'.. but I'll have to see how I am feeling!!

Not much more to report today.... I'm troughing down the water this morning, hoping for another great loss next week - going to also start going to Curves again this week... hopefully that will keep me trim as the weight comes off :o)

Me x